Invisibility

Everyone always says that invisibility is this amazing superpower but I disagree. After seeing the truly spectacular show that is Les Miserables. Now I can assure you tear were flowing left, right and center. This musical really showed me about invisibility in love and in some ways made me think about myself. One of the leading ladies Eponine has always loved and been loyal to Marius who doesn't even notice her and only sees her as a friend who he uses to contact Cosette who he has known for a few days and he says he is madly in love with her. Eponine's fate is that she dies in Marius's arms after she comes to see him in the baricades to tell him about the letter he sent her to give to Cosette.  Marius only realizes that she loved him once she is dying but after he still cries for Cosette and not for him. I feel like Eponine (apart from the death in the baricades while he holds me or the painful love triangle.) but in terms of the one I  am crushing on not feeling the same   and not even acknowledging me...I definitely feel like Eponine.
         It's been 2 nights in a row now that Will and I have stayed up late just talking about everything and nothing. But I haven't heard a word from Andy (let's just call him by his real name..) I haven't heard a word from Luke. I don't know if he's annoyed or if he just doesn't care about me.
Underaverage Girl
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