Eventually it gets to that time of night where you an sense how tired you are and you know that you will be dead the next day but you keep doing those random thing using the wifi on you phone. We've all been there. But last night this was different it was so much better. I was talking to the guy that I've known since I was born (I'll call him Will) Admittedly, I did start this conversation but I did as a three-way for me Will and my crush (I'll call him Andy) I sent this first 'breezy' message as 10:30 and Will replied straight away. Andy never joined the conversation because apparently he only uses twitter now.....I guess the whole idea of talking to him didn't quite work out. But this 4 hour long conversation was different..we didn't need to make any sexual jokes or anything about our relationships (or our non-existent relationships) it was just a really easy going conversation. But I don't really know what to do now, I don't want Andy to think that I'm closer to Will than him and I do want to talk to Andy but I don't want to tweet him because that simply isn't private and I don't want to make a fool of myself if it's awkward or he doesn't reply.. etc.
I don't know why I worry so much and right now this seems to be all I ever think about but I guess I just can't help it....I mean, when you've known someone for so long and you know their personality inside out you can't help but worry.. I guess I partly worry simply because I don't want it to be awkward next time I see them.
So I guess for now I'll sit here... exhausted after 2:30am and wonder how suddenly a girl like me can have a conversation with a boy like him. I'm not one of those girls who has heaps of guy friends that they talk to everyday and night. I guess I'll just enjoy my new found friendship for now. WISH ME LUCK!
Underaverage Girl
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