JUST FRIENDS

Hey guys! we are now at 102 page views and what an achievement!
I cannot stress enough that me and WILL are JUST FRIENDS!! i mean I love him,of course i love him. But just as a friend! i mean i've known this guy literally since i was born so I love him as a best friend or a cousin or something! okay????
Underaverage Girl
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All is well

So I said I'd keep you updated and so here it is!! I guess you could say it went well but only really with Will... but I have come to the conclusion that it would be far too weird if me and Luke were together so it's best to just avoid trying to make that happen! Move on and forget it. But me and Will definitely seem to have connected, obviously just as friends..well I hope so anyways but it's gotten to the stage where we have the same little weird things that we do and we have a lot of jokes in common. We are really comfortable around each other so much that if we're sitting on the sofa as a big group and my feet are on his lap he won't care he'll probably just give me a weird look (joking of course) and then tickle my feet. And last but not least, and I think this is the true test.... He gives me a TWO armed hug when he leaves and with Luke it's still just the one arm.
But even though last night was bags of fun I wasn't expecting what happened next.. the groups mini bus arrived at midnight and it takes 30 minutes to get back to theirs and then at 12:32 I got a facebook message saying 'What a night! x' and starting a conversation.
So we'll have to wait and see what happens next!
Underaverage Girl
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Tonight's the Night

I'd like to start by firstly saying how i'm ashamed about my lack of blogging over the past week or so, work has really tied me down!  And secondly, we are at 98 page views (!!) Really couldn't have done it without you all! Lets's make it to 100??
Moving on...
Tonight's the night, Luke and Will are arriving in two and a half hours and my room is a tip!! At least my hair is work friendly? these two kiddo's that have made my life so very complex recently are the only kiddo's coming over tonight so the three musketeers will be well and truly untied!! And yet whenever I think of me Luke and Will hanging out the more I worry about it being awkward!
I mean I'm really close to Will now but not with Luke. Either way, I'll keep you updated!
Underaverage Girl
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Emma

Everyday I see Emma walking around school. With her perfect, natural, unique hair. Her friends. Her perfect body. And it becomes so clear as to why Luke likes her. She's perfect. She's not slutty in any way.. She's sweet and funny, just an all round nice person. Oh dear Lord. I don't have a chance. I'm just an..
Underaverage Girl
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Summer has ended

Summer 2012 looks like it is truly over and with it goes my soul... okay that may be an overreaction but I am gutted. All that remains are pictures of the summer to add to my facebook album. Yes it's that time of year again.. with it being the beginning of September and everything, school becomes an important part of my life once again. Today was the first day back and with all the excitement of friends, stationary, new lockers, books etc..all that good stuff, comes the important realization that I actually have to do work this year. The opening fuss of new stationary can only last so long before you have to get out the memory stick and reluctantly continue your coursework.  Then there's the heartbreaking walk to the canteen when you realize that mum's lunches aren't an option and you're left with crappy canteen food.  Then there's those rude, arrogant sluts that you had enjoyed not seeing for six weeks who pop up in almost all of your classes. Let's just say that if we were in the hunger games I would not hesitate to kill them...

And of course last but not least- the sun has finally peeped out from behind the clouds and has come out to play...Bit late. August would've been nice.
Underaverage Girl
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Love Is Like A Box Of Pringles

I am a single pringle and I'm ready to mingle.... but when I think about it, and I mean really think, deep down I like being a single pringle. It gives me something to complain about. Something to embrace. Gives me excuses to comfort eat. Excuses to flirt...the list goes on! So I have decided that I'm really not ready to mingle at all. In fact, my pringle is so single that not only is the little see-through lid on my box but the little foil sheet hasn't even been peeled off yet. I would even go so far as to say that my box of prinlges is still sitting on the shelf in Tesco's. I don't want anyone's teeth biting my pringles anytime soon!!!

But I wouldn't say no if Luke wanted to become a bag of dorito's and dip me in his salsa....

Underaverage Girl
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Not wanted because i'm just another underaverage girl

It's 00:16 here and fireworks are blazing across the fence which makes sleeping a challenge... So I figured a nice long chat was in order. In case you couldn't tell, that didn't exactly work out and I'm posting a blog for my non-existent audience to read.

I thought better of talking to Will for the third night in a row as I don't want to come across as being needy. so I thought that it was the perfect opportunity to get in Luke's good books...clearly this plane didn't take off.  Don't get me wrong, we did have a conversation (even if it lasted about 10 minutes)  but as soon as I asked an innocent question to keep it flowing there was no response. Was it too early for the winky face?? Does he hate me?? Why does he hate me?? Does he think I like Will?? The panicked thoughts are endless. I sent the question in the same minute he previously sent a message so falling asleep is just not a possibility. Now, on my ipod's internet it says that the message has been seen over an hour ago (proves how long I have been pondering over it) but on laptop it does not as when its an inboxed message it doesn't normally say if it's been seen or not!!! AAAAAAAAAA I AM GOING TO GO INSANE!!!!! I guess I will have to find out in the few short hours I have to sleep until he does or does not reply..

But why oh why does the conversation flow so much easier with Will if he isn't the one I am trying to have conversations with?? I don't really know how to put it into words...he makes me laugh, smile, he reassures me, comforts me, listens and, is such a gentleman and..... I even told him I blog...NO ONE KNOWS I BLOG! Of course I didn't tell him how to find it...I'M NOT STUPID!!! but  even after all this-I still want Luke a.k.a the one I can't have, the one who doesn't want me back hell, he doesn't even hold a conversation with me... To Luke I'm just another girl. Why would he wan tme when he could have the gorgeous Emma??Someone his age?

Oh for the love of God ...lighten up! you may be an underaverage girl (will said that's not true..awwwww) but I like being single!!! hmmm keep telling yourself that.

Underaverage Girl
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Londoners

People tend to look down at the buskers and street entertainers that occupy the streets and undergrounds of London, but in some ways...I don't look down on them, I look up to them. Okay so the stereotype may be that they live on the streets using pets for pity to get money to pay their debt to their drug-dealer and then feed their addiction, but at least they're LIVING! so what if they fancy themselves as the next Jimi Hendrix even if they are now where near his league.... they try! They have seen more than all of us Average Joe's that sit at home all day on our laptops blogging and reading blogs. These buskers have so much determination and will to do well and our most probably some of the most open-minded people around. And they do more with their lives than you do in your 9 till 5 office job.
Underaverage Girl
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Invisibility

Everyone always says that invisibility is this amazing superpower but I disagree. After seeing the truly spectacular show that is Les Miserables. Now I can assure you tear were flowing left, right and center. This musical really showed me about invisibility in love and in some ways made me think about myself. One of the leading ladies Eponine has always loved and been loyal to Marius who doesn't even notice her and only sees her as a friend who he uses to contact Cosette who he has known for a few days and he says he is madly in love with her. Eponine's fate is that she dies in Marius's arms after she comes to see him in the baricades to tell him about the letter he sent her to give to Cosette.  Marius only realizes that she loved him once she is dying but after he still cries for Cosette and not for him. I feel like Eponine (apart from the death in the baricades while he holds me or the painful love triangle.) but in terms of the one I  am crushing on not feeling the same   and not even acknowledging me...I definitely feel like Eponine.
         It's been 2 nights in a row now that Will and I have stayed up late just talking about everything and nothing. But I haven't heard a word from Andy (let's just call him by his real name..) I haven't heard a word from Luke. I don't know if he's annoyed or if he just doesn't care about me.
Underaverage Girl
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