To be honest everything has gotten so out of control that I don't even know what to do anymore.
There is so much teen angst and sexual tension surrounding me all the time that I can't run from it because everyone is just so damn hormonal. I mean seriously, I can't even go to English class without someone writing some crazy lovey dovey poem. This is insane. Everyone is insane. I am insane.
The only music I listen to is depressing love songs and I can't even listen to them without finding a deeper meaning which is just ridiculous.
Oh and I haven't no idea what the F*** is happening with Will. We hadn't talked in ages (I'm guessing from his exams) and then I just saw him and he kissed me. Like full on. I don't even know where it came from it was so unexpected.. should I have kissed him back? I think it was just the built up tension from his exams but yeah. I haven't told a soul, not any of my friends or not even my mum. No one even knew I'd seen him- I didn't mean to I just bumped into him. So now it's just going to be super awkward in Wales next weekend.
Please someone save me from this
Underaverage Girl
xxx